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shamus shai is my nickname but call me | shai / shy | for short

i’ll remember u

I think I was lost of a second.. and I let my “don’t give a fuck” attitude takeover.. which means I’ve kinda let the dust settle on people.. and was just in my own zone.. for a while..

maybe.. the reason my lists of friends go up each year is because I leave the ones I already have to suffer in past. and some people have even approached me about it so I guess I’ll take the time out my busy schedule to fix this. people I have bonded with face to face, online, whatever. I WONT FORGET U. I’ll atleast try.

Once in a blue moon when I have 2 classes right after next, I like to stop by the nearest cementary in a loud obnoxious way blasting my rock music, then either eat my Mcdonalds in or on top my car!

This time as I was drifting in neatly, blasting Pan!c at the Disco “london beckoned songs about money written by machines”   I kinda…. was abrupting a funeral service to the top right end, and….     I could sense those how dare you, smh, the nerve of these kids these days look, so….         before they can get a whiff of my my face and car, I slowly reverse out quietly in a awkward way, feeling like a retarded kid being put in the corner but I  blasted my music as soon as I was out…

Just Picture Brad pitt in Mr & Mrs Smith during the scene when he came it drifting in a dune buggy, and hopped out and took a piss, and that…. would be me…




can’t  enjoy my food these days….    geez <|=_=|>

Cool geeks are fading faster than people using any mp3 other than apple…

The coolest thing in these pics is my leg, and it might sound like hate but I’ll explain why in a couple of dots… so here we go:




These lame kids in the background are the new geeks at my Art school dorms, and while they’re having fun with their karaoke night,      I’m sitting back here secretly doing the lady gaga - paparazzi thing / texting / waiting for some one, and……. I have no prob with karaoke! I <3 karaoke, because I’m a jerk with it, but I gotta say……….      THIS WAS THE LAMEST SHIET I’VE EVER SEEN IN MY WHOLE KAROKE LIFE….

I mean how do you sing with no emotion <|=_=|>   



MJ was your song, how do u not dance or keep your hands from your crotch?

How do you sing a song about sex without getting a little heated?

Can’t you effing people even do a head bop / rock fists in the air beavis and butthead style / or even a fat nigga lean back …

Where’s the lighter flames or cell phone lights from the audience or hand wave?

………



And like I said cool geeks are dieing… I guess I could call myself one of the last….I hope they have changed by now…… peace

Unofficial Blog# 41:





Life has been fucking great, effing great or fawking great… all of them means the same thing but it’s just how I’ve been feeling for awhile…



I guess for….. All the random shiet I have conquered, all the things I have left to destroy….             It’s feels like ” Life a muthafucking rollercoaster   then it drops| lil wayne line but you get the jist of|……… because every second that drops is a second closer, and…..         all I wanna do is make the best of it, and really enjoy it, even fitting in the time to play school & everything else including latale. <|^_^|>



_______i’ll also putting love on hold until I’m done with this incredible journey I’m on,                          because at the moment stress will only stop me and        I don’t wanna slow down.           Just let me live cause….      I’m one who doesn’t chase forever and doesn’t like to be caught.      explicit |2010 is my bietch, and I’ll fuck it rawtill the new year’s come|         Building my Legacy, one step at a time… I go as Shamus [shay-muss] Shai, but everyone just calls me shai




ONE TO THE NEXT ONE

I thought  today was Wednesday….       and I guess it happens sometimes when life moves too fast.        and I even got ready for class. as usually,    looking all sexy and shiet. Mad dope girls in there.

next time. next time.



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